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[Oct. 4th, 2011|09:56 pm] |
They will always see him like this...
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[Jan. 12th, 2010|10:08 pm] |
I lay in bed some nights and feel like a homesick little kid that is spending the night over at a friend's house. In all actuality though i'm not just spending the night over at a friend's house and can go home in the morning. In reality I can only go home on occasion like some holidays and weekends if i've gotten all of my homework done. I usually try and do as much of my homework that I can in school and finish it soon after basketball practice so that I can head over there as soon as I can.
Don't get me wrong, Sho's family is great and have been really good to me in the time that i've been living with them. I have no idea what might have happened with me entering the system like I did. I know the judge had said that he'd make note for me to say in the city but at the same time you never know if that'll actually happen. Thankfully I got very lucky for the Zuckermanns to take me in like they did and i'm very greatful that they did so that i would stay near Jamie.
It seems like the only time i've ever really felt really and truly at home was when I was still living with Jamie. Ever since our dad died he was the one to take care of me pretty much raised me because our mother wasn't fit to be a parent and to raise kids. It's always been him and I against the world for as long as I can remember. A lot of guys don't want their kid brother always being around and tagging along but not Jamie. He taught me things and we restored his car together among other things. When I found out that the judge had ruled against him and that I was gonna be taken away I withdrew and shut myself off from pretty much everyone. I really didn't want to be taken away from him but I didn't have any choice in the matter.
I've done everthing that I could to make it through each and every day with my sanity in tact though. I made a new year's resolution this year to get out and make more friends and spend time out and about with them. I got that off to a really good start if I do say so myself New Years Eve because I actually went and rang in the new year at a small party that Chloe threw at her house. I even surprised myself by actually managing to enjoy myself. Then a couple of days ago I finally got the guts to ask Ari Randall if she wanted to hang out. I've been crushing on her so i'm looking forward to our date tomorrow night. |
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